An experiment in public intimate journaling

Collage of 12 graphics represent various scenes of the universe, the night sky seen from Earth, planets and stars in a wide range of colours spanning the rainbow.
Cover of my personal journal for 2021, with the cover images of each of my monthly journals last year. I wanted images to remind me that I’m scientifically a part of the universe. That blows my mind.

I’m going to write about my struggle with this question in public, despite the fact that this is my (private) struggle.

Ok. So here goes.

A little girl looks at the camera. Fluffy brown curls, a smile in her sparkly brown eyes, the shadow of a shy smile on her lips. She wears a pink nightgown with a little pink bow on the front neck line, underneath a baby blue bobbly dressing gown with a hood. She’s sitting on a wooden bench at a kitchen table, arms by her side, right hand extended facing down in front her.
Photo of the true self my journal is dedicated to 😁

Why am I doing this?

What that time of me not giving in to the urge to publish gave me was time to really check my intention.
And that matters to me.

I don’t want to metaphorically stand here and tell you how to do that because that’s part of the problem I see: people telling other people what to do, pretending that they themselves have got the answers.

Notes on the story

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transition & life design | human design geek in training | permanently fascinated by life | compassionate human | doing my best to spread good vibes

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Valerie Teller

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transition & life design | human design geek in training | permanently fascinated by life | compassionate human | doing my best to spread good vibes

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